I DON'T KNOW ABOUT MYSELF

AAAAAAAAAAAA I WANNA SCREAM, I WANNA CRY, I WANNA ALONE, I WANNA EVERYTHING IS OKAY. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO THIS TIME,  I DON'T KNOW WHAT WAS THERE IN MY MIND, ALL I WANT TO DO IS WRONG. NOW I'M NOT FEEL USEFUL, NOW I FEEL BETTER I'M NOT BORN